https:\/\/optionb.org\/stories\/i-didnt-lose-my-son-he-was-murdered-s1ga5e9lz<\/span><\/a><\/p>\nBy Scarlett Lewis<\/span><\/p>\nI\u2019ve spoken all over the world since my six-year-old son’s murder at Sandy Hook Elementary School alongside nineteen of his classmates and six educators in one of the worst mass murders in U.S. history. Shortly after his death, I decided to be part of the solution to the issues that we’re seeing in our society\u2014and that also caused the tragedy. I became an advocate for social and emotional learning that teaches children how to manage their emotions, feel connected, and have healthy relationships.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>As a parent of a murdered child, there is a tremendous amount to overcome. First, you face the reality that your child was taken in a violent manner and their last experience was most likely terrifying. Then, there is the natural order of things\u2014your child isn’t supposed to die before you! You must address your family’s trauma and a life that is forever changed. Through it all, there is the ensuing chaos in the community impacted by the event. I am still navigating all of this on a daily basis.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>I’m usually introduced before my talks with, “I’d like to introduce Scarlett Lewis. Scarlett lost her six-year-old son, Jesse Lewis, during the tragedy in Sandy Hook.”<\/span>
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\n<\/span>I am always acutely aware of the word “lost.” In my life preceding the tragedy, I would have an errant thought that I might forget my son in the grocery cart while loading the bags into the car. My mind would play out the scenario where I would end up in jail with the headline in the local paper reading, “Mother loses child while grocery shopping,” followed by a black and white picture of my son with his new foster family.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>However, I didn’t \u201close\u201d my child on December 14, 2012, any more than a parent whose child dies from disease, suicide, or other means. We loved and cared for our children. We were appropriately vigilant. We took our jobs are parents seriously! Jesse was where he was supposed to be by law (at school), for gosh sakes.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>Parents rarely describe the circumstances of their children’s death as a ‘\u201dloss.\u201d In fact, I describe Jesse\u2019s death specifically as a \u201dmurder.\u201d Both of my parents cringe at the word. In fact, they both suggested separately (they are divorced) that I use another word, saying, “That word is so offensive and upsetting, maybe use another word so that your audience won’t be so taken aback?” But, as I explained, murder is offensive and upsetting! Isn’t it important to be present in reality, even if it’s uncomfortable? If we can’t stand to hear the truth, how are we going to be a part of the solution?<\/span>
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\n<\/span>We grow as human beings through discomfort, pain, and suffering. These are the hard-hitting experiences that shape and mold us. If we have the courage to accept our reality, and not resist or avoid, we can become transformed and help others. This post-traumatic growth enables us to find strength we never knew we had, fortifies relationships, gives a new perspective, and deepens our spirituality. I even found a new purpose in life.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>We want to avoid being uncomfortable and, of course, do everything in our power to keep our children from experiencing pain. However, it is these exact occurrences that have the potential to chart our children’s course for growth and compassion.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>So if using the word “murder” is jarring and uncomfortable to those who hear it, perhaps there will be more individuals who will want to be part of the solution to the anger and violence that we are experiencing in our society. I don’t want people to forget the inconvenient truth that this happens in our country on a daily basis. Every day. By whatever means.<\/span>
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\n<\/span>And I don’t want anyone to forget about Jesse. He isn’t \u201clost.\u201d He was murdered.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Option B Featured Post https:\/\/optionb.org\/stories\/i-didnt-lose-my-son-he-was-murdered-s1ga5e9lz By Scarlett Lewis I\u2019ve spoken all over the world since my six-year-old son’s murder at Sandy Hook Elementary School alongside nineteen of his classmates and […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":24951,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[16,11,111,18,13],"class_list":["post-24950","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-general","tag-choose-love","tag-jesse-lewis","tag-loss","tag-sandy-hook","tag-sel"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n
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